Woow, finally i get to rest in peace~
I knwo this blog is full of dust d..
but suddenly something just inspired me
i dont know why i have this feel on typing..
Maybe is cos i jsut read my frens blog..
found out that blog is something to release ur energy on..
So... its just like a punching bag for you to fuck..
YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!@#!$##!@%#$#^^@^%%$
@!#!@# I FUCKING HATE y!#$%$^^2
UR D %#$43243623@$346AFA46@
cHAO5$%#@572 SUCK MY 24325%^$#57
DAMN@#$56 SHIT %$^#&&
STUPID@#$@&(*()* FUCK!@#$!ER&^%*
You know.. i just dont get it..
Last year im jsut a nobody
nobody give a fuck before,
all they did was just doupt me
now everyone is just fucking up on me..
Its like im theirs to utilize..
Or like i owe'em something
why r they doing this to me..
y they keep looking up to me
whY am i so miserable?
feel like screamin infront of em
pointin them d finger and fuck them in d face
get them out of my mind
and put a bullet to their heads
These lil boys n girls..
boy girls who make me sick
fuck off and get a life
why ppl wanna care about me
cant they understand me
why cant they jsut look into me
and not looking AT me
im me, so what the fuck..
cnat i do what i want to?
why they keep asking when i talk bout myself
why they wan to know so much bout me
this deosnt make sense
they dont care about me
They dont give a damn bout me
they dont dare to beat me
and they dont dare to give a fuckjust like me
sometimes i jsut wanna confes
that i have this fucking attitude inside
its like a metamorphesis inside of me,
turn into another guy with a pissed off mind
although i seem like a nice guy outside
but i truely am..
sometimes i jsut love this fucking attitude..
cos whenever im sad or felt alone,
ill use these energy to make me stronger
to make me look stronger and to be stronger
ill punch the wall to see how d adrenelin feet
or mess things up just to see who would fuck me
and who dares to, ill beat the fuck out of'em
why must ppl suffer in this world
why must they suffer from other ppls control
why cant we just be free and taste the freedom
why others are getting what i couldnt
y am i admiring others...
this fucking world, its just not fair
all u've ever wanted will jsut vanish infront of you..
or seeing them passed by just before ur eyes..
you cannot turn back..
cos d game has no reseet button.. u jsut fuck it..
misserable days,unfair life,fucking existance
i dont want to be this way,
i wan life, i want the game, i want to control
and i want to rule my game...
Man, its like talking to myself..
sitting in this dark empty room
starring at my computer screen
looking at the damn old blog and started typing shits all over
im sufferin in my own shitty house
with fuckin parents who only cares abt others than me..
issit me or is the world going upside down
collage issnt any diff..
pretty bitches,cant u see im jsut not interested?
its over and i have nothin 2do wif ya
so go on, get a life..
fuck off and dont bother me
god bless me.. bless me with things that i wanted
Bless me.. bles me with a peaceful mind
so i can rest in peace forever..
Forgive me for what i've done..
To erase myself.. and cross out what ive become
and give me the strength and confidence to deal wif things
things that happened in my life..
and d things that im donna face in d future..
in this world, in this game,
people win and lose..
the reason y they do is because,
they dont know how to control..
cos:
life is like a game...
either u b the player, or being played..
peace out~~ \m/
