damn bored....
today meng hong - dai lou, brought many candy and drinks to school to share wif us~
sometimes i really felt bad la,always taking his stuffs and using him fetching us here and there.....i wish someday i could repay him back =(
todays class sark... the lecture ended quite early....we had a tutorial class later but we were late for the tutorial (as usual) eating at 'Mc Donalds" - its actually a mamak....
<< see, theres 2 mamak at our school... 1 is the top and another is the botom.... i have no idea why but the top one is called Mc Donald and the botom is called KFC... =P yeah, eatin wif janesh that gang, and my dai lou they all are celebratin in class.. i missed it =( >>
the last 30 mins we went to tutorials... it was damn bored, but i like the teacher...
i always ask her for consultations cos shes the best teacher hahaha..... actually im jsut lazy to study on my own, cos everytime i do i'll surely end up waking up tomorrow.... hahaha..... same old me, can nvr change this stupid habit....
after class is our happy hour.... we went INC - a cyber cafe at ss2 where we usually crash after class/during break time last sem~ miss d old times.... so there was me,jannesh,mh,ys,sh and kaifu......
We played cs den dota la.. it was ok.. bored but still feel good as long as theres friends around.... den we went home at bout 1.40 and i nerely bang a merc while reversing from d parking....not very good at extimating the cars from side mirrors :( but still, lucky me~~~ =)
yeah,so now i reached home safe and sound..... felt damn bored and lonely... the house was empty.... wish theres 1 call or msg in my phone =( but its ok la, luckly i had my dota wif me to help freeze the time.... ltr going gym and now im damn full.... ate too much la lol
hmmmm,now im listening to some old musics in my com which hasnt been open for years =.=
Lifehouse - You and me
i feel damn stupid right now....looking at friends picture albums and blogs... they all were so happy.....am i jelous? do i deserve to be so lonely?? or do i have a choice...? or maybe i dont want that choice.... i really hate the past....thinking bout it makes me mad.... i did many wrong things and couldnt earse them.. i felt bad.... >< now all i wish is to find someone i truely belong to, and not some try outs or stuffs..... right now,what im feeling......... its like the story of the girl who sels match... standing outside of houses bearing the cold winter while admiring others in the warm and cosy house... well, the feel is quite similar to what im feeling right now.....
hahaha... who cares, we'll get better in time... im happy for who i am =)
