Hmmmm Will she understand that im all hers...
but i guess not.... Cuz people all around thinking im not the guy.... Talking stories of me, bad about me, trash about me, ass about me, mess around me, even sometimes the pimple that's on me; A player i can be, and how ass i will be. somehow I've virtually became the guy they all thought off... without even realizing it... but they don't know me. They never do.... Cuz i never tell them the story, and they will never know me :)
Can people judge me behind my back? yes they can, cuz there is no rules to rumors and back stabbings. But shall i take it. Shall i be the one that they talk of me.. or make a living out of proving them wrong. No, i just want to be me... :)
I shouldn't be sad for all these. I should be happy because im famous. Thinking positive makes my lifespan longer.... ;)
And i dont want to explain myself to them, cuz i know ppl only want to hear what they want to. And they will not accept what they dont believe is true. I think its quite true of the saying..... so i just live with it, knowing that now my heart is breaking... but i keep taking whatever is on me.... keeping all to myself..... Crying inside but fake a smile on the outside whenever ppl sees me. Cuz i know im surrounded by actor and actresses... Everyone with a mask covering their true faces...
But i dont want to mask it in front of you. I want to smile whenever i want to, not because i have to..
I want to cry in front of you..
i want to be sad in front of you....
I want to be angry in front of you..
and i want to be happy when I'm with u..
I want u to love the true me for who i am and not what others say of me...
i don't want to know them, but all i want is You. I want the true you... i want u without your mask.. i want to love you for who u really are.
You'll always be a part of me, and u will always be my Baby~ ;)
