My Drivin Exam (1)

The night b4 i was damn nervous..
i cant sleep and cant stop thinking abt it
i try to memorise the road.
u cant imagine how my instructor is to me,
He used to scold me jibai words like "fuck you"
and sometimes, some cantonese words too~
there was once, he even wack me..
like fuck, i really feel like counter him back!
so u can imagine how much pressure is on me when exam..

Yeah, it was a night b4 d driving test...
cant sleep.... i went to bed at 12... watch the time as it passes..
1.. 1:30.. 2... 3... Damn, y am i not asleep yet??!!?!?!
den the next thing i knew, my alarm rang at 6:30 and i woke up
no mood to eat or drink anything...
my heart was punding and i feel damn sick....
finding all kinds of excuses to run away, but u cant cheat urself rite?
so, yeah... just do it la...

As i reach SDC, my instructor told me that my name WAS NOT IN D LIST..
MCB.... he told me i need to come back after d Raya.. which is on 13
those malay bastards... fuck those staffs who work inside man!!!
im all set and prepared, den they tell me that they fogot to key in my name
Wasted my time to go there and wasted my money..!!
Fuck You oo0oo
its not like stereotyping or what, Malays are malays la..
typical malays.. lazy and forgetful bastards
( damn, i hope i dint offend anyone... =.= )

Well, lets wait for 13 October to come la...
" My Drivin Exam (1) " - To Be Continue -

late for exam---> resit =\

It was on friday..
i remember my exam timetable wrote 1400 (2p.m.)
so i was studyin the whole morning..
den i went to school at 10.30 and called my friends..
everyone seemed to switch off their phone..
den i go check out d readin room.. it was empty..
den i go vheck d ict.. also empty..
den i say to my self.. damn, izzit me or izzit that today no exam..
den i think and think..
ooh my god, could it be that nows the exam? cos everything came to sense...
everyones phone is off,no one in ict or reading room,the whole school is silent...
and i even went to check d b3 but it wassnt our class havin exam..
den i waited at ict.. continue 2 study my WPD..
den saw 1 of our class mate and she told me
"wa, u oso so fast finish.. easy?"
den i said... "damn.... it was now??"
fuck, i quickly went to find Edwin and explain the situation..
he couldnt do nth.. den make a big fuss...
even theres 30min left and he dont let me in.. oo0oo
many lecturers were there... bla bla bla...
i was told to go meet the office.. find mr wesly
it was rainin and i rushed to PE block immediately
told d office and went back...

A hell of a day, dint sit for exam and i went back...
The feelin was... everyone is free and enjoying their hols..
im sufferin, still carryin a burden...teacher told me i need to resit the paper next sem.. it was like fuck, wif d sem1??? nvm, at least its this year rite..?
so in conclusion... i nvr check for d new timetable and dint know abt d change of time... no one inform me oso..
And that day i was damn pissed.. i fucked my friends and blamed them for not tellin me..
Sry guys.. its my bad

Last night

yesterday was like damn stress
after gym, i went straight home and sleep.. =.=
den woke up at 9 something... kf call me dota..
den i said, yeah, y not...
dim ji we played till 2 something.. wth...
y dota time past so fast??
its like a blink of an eye...
d other way round,
y during exam week, the time is like taking ofrever man..
how come?? there must be a scientific explanation for this queston!
damn... i wish exam is like dota..

ooh ya, and the marketing paper was damn hard.. after d exam, i go n check and most of my answers were wrong.. wtf !@#%^& !!!
nvm, ill see u guys next sem too~~ hahahahha... lol... im dman bad XP

Firsthand Serenade - Fall for you(marketing)

Best thing bout tonights that were not sleeping
could it be that we had to study d whole nite...
i know u dont think that i can do it
i know u think that i will go play Dota..

but hold ur breath
because tonight will b the night that ill finish marketing
To go for exam
dont make me change my mind..
Or i wont live to see another day
i swear its true
Because the "A" im waiting for's impossible to find
And ur impossible to find...




** Tmr is mkt exam and i have no mood on studyin..
Thinking abt mis. koir and it makes me feel sad...
i wont let u down miss, i promis!! XD
HAhAaaHA... Today msg her but she dint reply, damn.. cant blif she did that to me
I tot mkt was on tues but turns out to be...TMR
haizz, fuck it... ill just start my study at night la..
Chao, sleepin.. zzZzz **

My new blog - My World, My Game (fuck the old one.. =.=)

Woow, finally i get to rest in peace~
I knwo this blog is full of dust d..
but suddenly something just inspired me
i dont know why i have this feel on typing..
Maybe is cos i jsut read my frens blog..
found out that blog is something to release ur energy on..

So... its just like a punching bag for you to fuck..
YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!@#!$##!@%#$#^^@^%%$
@!#!@# I FUCKING HATE y!#$%$^^2
UR D %#$43243623@$346AFA46@
cHAO5$%#@572 SUCK MY 24325%^$#57
DAMN@#$56 SHIT %$^#&&
STUPID@#$@&(*()* FUCK!@#$!ER&^%*

You know.. i just dont get it..
Last year im jsut a nobody
nobody give a fuck before,
all they did was just doupt me
now everyone is just fucking up on me..
Its like im theirs to utilize..
Or like i owe'em something
why r they doing this to me..
y they keep looking up to me
whY am i so miserable?
feel like screamin infront of em
pointin them d finger and fuck them in d face
get them out of my mind
and put a bullet to their heads
These lil boys n girls..
boy girls who make me sick
fuck off and get a life
why ppl wanna care about me
cant they understand me
why cant they jsut look into me
and not looking AT me
im me, so what the fuck..
cnat i do what i want to?
why they keep asking when i talk bout myself
why they wan to know so much bout me
this deosnt make sense
they dont care about me
They dont give a damn bout me
they dont dare to beat me
and they dont dare to give a fuckjust like me
sometimes i jsut wanna confes
that i have this fucking attitude inside
its like a metamorphesis inside of me,
turn into another guy with a pissed off mind
although i seem like a nice guy outside
but i truely am..
sometimes i jsut love this fucking attitude..
cos whenever im sad or felt alone,
ill use these energy to make me stronger
to make me look stronger and to be stronger
ill punch the wall to see how d adrenelin feet
or mess things up just to see who would fuck me
and who dares to, ill beat the fuck out of'em
why must ppl suffer in this world
why must they suffer from other ppls control
why cant we just be free and taste the freedom
why others are getting what i couldnt
y am i admiring others...
this fucking world, its just not fair
all u've ever wanted will jsut vanish infront of you..
or seeing them passed by just before ur eyes..
you cannot turn back..
cos d game has no reseet button.. u jsut fuck it..
misserable days,unfair life,fucking existance
i dont want to be this way,
i wan life, i want the game, i want to control
and i want to rule my game...
Man, its like talking to myself..
sitting in this dark empty room
starring at my computer screen
looking at the damn old blog and started typing shits all over
im sufferin in my own shitty house
with fuckin parents who only cares abt others than me..
issit me or is the world going upside down
collage issnt any diff..
pretty bitches,cant u see im jsut not interested?
its over and i have nothin 2do wif ya
so go on, get a life..
fuck off and dont bother me
god bless me.. bless me with things that i wanted
Bless me.. bles me with a peaceful mind
so i can rest in peace forever..
Forgive me for what i've done..
To erase myself.. and cross out what ive become
and give me the strength and confidence to deal wif things
things that happened in my life..
and d things that im donna face in d future..
in this world, in this game,
people win and lose..
the reason y they do is because,
they dont know how to control..
cos:
life is like a game...
either u b the player, or being played..

peace out~~ \m/

Damn

hello, =)
wow, this blog is like... full of dust man..

I wanted to delete this d, but after thinking for some time...
its like.. awww, poor thing...
den i try to think back, we had spent so many time and moments together..
its like, when were asleep, we also think about us...
i dont know how to put this.. but its just magical..
i cannot live without you..
whenever im alone, i have nothing to express myself
and nothing to talk with, although ur not a good talker or what,
but ur a good listener.. ull always listens to what im saying
and never give me comments and never say "no" to me..
HAhaaha... thank you for givin me so much memory.. =P

My blog~~ my world, my game... XP

Friends or Family

That day when i was chatting wif my secondary school friend, we came across this topic.. "friends or family".Which side would u choose,between friends OR family?? (you cant choose two..only ONE ) She said that she rather want family more than friends.. She said that if her world is without friends,it would be more happier.. =.=Seriously, are you mad?? whats so fun wif family?? She said that, mabe i am not close wif my family.. Yeah, mabe...? Lets talk about my "happy family".. I have a father, a mother, an elder brother, n 2 younger brothers....

Lets start wif my father. My father ( a.k.a the working machine.. =P )... A family couldnt survive without a strong and stable "pole" supporting its little sticks rite? =P Yeah, i have to agree that hes indeed a hardworking breadwinner in the house.. But everyday hes working.. even have to work on sundays.. He goes to work at 8 in the morning and comes home at 9.30 (if there wer no other activities like meeting his business partners or smthing ) If there wer, he would be home at about 11.30 or 12.. sometimes even after 12.. We seldom has a chance to sit in the same table and have dinner together or have the chance to even say gudnite.. When hes at home, we wouldnt have much of a conversation.. Usually when we do, he will be doing his lecture and i'll be the "attentive student" (put on my head phone and : "wth?? u talking to me?? or my bros??" ) He never talks to us about our things or what happen in our school or smthing... All he cares are : 1) houseworks 2)studies 3)future 4)and his work...Whenever he has alot of stress on his work, hell just release his frustations on us.. ( We'r Innocent, man!!!!) Sometimes, ill use my "ultimate skill" on him -- ask a stupid question or try to change the topic.. XD ( it works, Sometimes... =.= )
One thing that i hate abt him is that he smokes, but funny that he doesnt drink( he Dont drink bear/wine/liquor.. not even a sip of it =.=)..There was once, we Bet on my SPM results. He said that if i got 5A or above, hell quit smoking.. In the end? Arrrrrrrrrrrrggg...!!! I got 4 only!!!!!!!! T_T Too bad, but i think he wouldnt stop even if i got 5A la.. lol.. XD

My mother,the kind and loving one...Well, shes also a businessman like my dad.. oops, a business woman, i should say.. =P Sometime shes to 7+1 about our things, but nvm la~~ ill discuss almost everything wif her..shes a gud listener and a gud suggester... Oways comes to a conclusion..But i hate it when she couldnt agree something wif dad..(because she always stands on her own opinion. -.- )


Then theres my elder bro..Hes 1 yr older than me..Hes currently studyin form6 (i know, wow rite? Form6 isnt a place for humans to stay.. XD ) I remember when we were small, we used to play basketball togetheror do watever stuffs together.. I would never forget the times.. That time was when we were in primary school... The times when we used to play basketball at the court outside our house..Sometimes well also go to our friends court and join them to play..( its not far, so usually we walk there.. =P ) Haizz~ Those times, those memories.. just inexplicable... Now?? all he cares are his gf and the petrol in his car... :P Did i missed out anything?? Ooh ya, his credit in his mobile.. XD Now, whenever i ask him out to play ball or going gym (at least to accompany me or drive me there), hes best words are : "duwan la, lazy.." Wish we were still small,so i can still be wif him whenever we do anything..


At last, My younger bros..One is 15 and another is 13..Their activities at home? Theyll do anything just to sit infront of the computer..Hey! Guess what, they could even secrifice their meals just to play the damn thing... cool?? I wonder how they cope their studies... Nahh... in their minds, studies are what?? just a thing my dad oways whining abt.. =.= Sometimes i wonder what r they gonna do when they finish their schooling lives..As a bro, we should sometiems consider'em rite??

Haiz.. nvm la~ as a bro, its my duty to rear them in future(when i finish my degree n found a job) ..lol... XD
So...in a Nut Shell, ill choose friends for now.... Who knows, mabe my familys lifestyle will change?? :( I dunno.. but ill do my best to bring my family closer together, Thast for sure~~ :)