First Drive to Genting

Last friday (22 may 2009), my first time driving up to Genting. well, not the whole trip lah, i drove to Gotong Jaya and the rest my dad took over. Its not like i dont have skills or what, i am perfectly in control okay.

That time was at night when we drove up to Genting. The cool thing was i drove that car =) its my dads Unser, inside there was my bro,2 younger bro,mom, her sister, and my dad. U know how much pressure is on me when i am driving that car??? i kept thinking that what if i turn too much, will the car roll over, or what if suddenly my hands slipt and the stearing went out of control? then we will make headlines in the news next day. LoL

Well, so there i was, driving that bloody big unser. With loads of more than 200kg inside. The whole time i've been hearing sounds like 'hey watch out, there's a car coming' or 'pull the gear longer.. dont switch so fast' or even 'dont eat others lane when u dont have the skill'... wtf, i seriously cant take it man. its not like once or twice. every 1 minute u can hear that. Duhh.. i can see the cars coming okay.

*Btw, u know why we should pull the gear longer(manual cars only). Because if u switch the gear too early, your car will not have sufficient power to go up high slopes. and u know lah, genting slope damn steep. so its best to stay that gear, and when u hear the engine sound is getting sharper and sharper, let go some of that oil to make it 'calm' a lil. cool aeh?? i learnt that skill when i was driving up to Genting.*

Okay.... so we reach half way, stop at Gotong Jaya, my dad say thats enough for me for today. Hahaha... he just dont trust me thats all =\ so we stop at the 'tong sui' shop for some dessert, and then continue our journey.

Okay.. bla bla bla nth interesting. skip to the room part.when they gave us the room card key, we went up to the room and slot the card in. Push the door open,the next thing we found out that the door was locked... and its from the inside (the 'u' shape thing, not the shoot.) So we were screaming outside... and i, the 'smart' fella, go kick the door and there was a loud 'bang' sound. no one replied, so it was assumed to be empty. And yes, we did asked if anyone was in there through the fringe of the door. that time, there was 1 old uncle came out of his room behind us looking at us. wth is with him? we cant go in waadd.... =___=

So later on my dad,mom and her sis went down to complain bout the door, and we 4 brothers were starting to give deductions.(Detective Conan....) How the hell would this be happening?? if there was no one inside, and the door was locked from the iside, then that must be that the someone came out from the room through the window? thats super wierd... and did i mention it was 11 stories high, excluding the car park levels and the mountain slope below the carpark??? its like u can almost see nothing below from the window. And things start popping out from my mind, maybe cos i watch too much Detective Conan anime, that this could be a murder case and there's one dead body inside and we would be the witness to that crime sceen. Wtf.... seriously i was worried at that time, at the same time anxious and wanna know what is happening inside. First time mahhh, give some face lahh... hahaha

And so, the bellboy came up. At that time i wasnt there, i was in another room waiting. My bro told me he use some sort of cardboard, insert into the fringe where the door opens and then slams it. coool, y dint i think of that.... So i dont think this is the first time that guy handle this type of case. Then my dad, mom and her sis accompanied by the bellboy, went into the room.(kinda like break in to the room) It was dark and my dad switch on the lights.

Suddenly, one 'black' man came out and scared the hell out of that bell boy as he was leading the group. He immediately fall back 4 steps. lol after i heard that was laughing all the way... hahahaha XD

Then the man said that he had checked in to this room and its his. So basicly there was some mistake on the receptionist for giving us this room lah. after that my dad was onfire. cos we broke in to others room and what if he/she was doing something private... and this room, suppose to be ours, turned out that it wasnt ours. So they went down to complain again. This time they demanded to see the person incharge or some higher authority. The Front desk manager came out and say they will check into this matter and told us to wait for the news tmr.

So the next day we went to see the DM - Duty Manager of the Front Office, accompanied by the assistant front office manager. came to appologise. Lol u should hear how my dad speaks to him. My dad... a singaporean... english with limited vocab and those 'uncle style', jearking all the way, of speaking, plus a little of malaysian broken english.... Talk to the DM using all his own words and sentences. He manage to put up all the english letters he know together into one 'rojak' sentance and he speaks as if its damn correct and theres not a problem with it. Damn cool wehh...wish id taped it down. and he also remain calm and confident as he speaks. We were laughing behind him, and at that time we were thinking whether to help him out if he ran out of words to say.
Not bad, in the end, the problem was solved by the DM professionaly and we were told that we have a room upgrade when the next trip to genting.As expected, genting handle things with stylee~~ LoL.... xD


Awesome trip... but all the time was wasted arguing with the front desk manager. he seriously cannot handle such things professionaly. he could have just give us some free stuffs and settle it on the spot already, rather than calling his senior/head to come deal with it. Thats the lesson i learnt that day, to handle situations professionaly next time and not push to others. =)

Holssssssss

Huhuhu... i tot it would be very interesting and relaxing.
basicly nothing turned out as expected.
my plan during the holiday was :
1) find a part time job that would'nt crash wif my daily activities.
2) go gym evey single day after work. If possible, dont wanna drive :P
3) part time job will be able to cover my going-to-buy laptop.
4) catch movies and go lepak wif friends.
5) etc...

Haiiiiiiiiihhhhhh...... in d end....
i realize my hols is only 2 weeks++ not enugh time for work.
even so, my gym would be at 5~8 everyday. and i dont think theres time for it.
pluss, every morning have to fetch my bros to school. Which i have to wake up at 6 earLY in DA MORNing, fetch ThEm and ComE home to continuuuueeeee my peaaaceful sleep. which took about 30 to 40 mins for th trip. Come back, my sleep was no longer peaceful =___= Really pissed me off every single morning, when they call me to fetch them to school(with that loud and irritating voice. Cant they just give me 5 mroe damn minutes?? ). BTW, their school is not very farrr, its a walking distance and during my time i used to walk all the time. No big deall XP

Anyywayy... tmr im going to penang for my dad's friend's daughter's wedding XD i cant believe shes only 20years old. which is like 1 year older than me ONLY.. Well, i guess this is generation gap. And i thought i wanna get married at the age of 30 is too young =___=
My dad and him are good friends and we used to go those 4x4 trips and camps to wild places in the jungle, cave, places where orang asli's live and also 5 star hotels with all you can eat buffets ;)
Hahahaa.. those were the times. I remembe the best time was in 2004, we went to Thailand - golden triangle - and it took us 7 days to reach there. The 'going' was not fun, cos most of the time i was sleeping in d car(and was damn hot in d evening, it like rosting a duck in d oven), but the coming back was super fun. We made many stops at cities like Ching mai, Hat yai, pataya, blablabla... and We neverr once forget the NIght Market... Super duper Awesome XD you should try the fried grasshopper. Crunchy & Delecious!! The whole trip took us about 21 days. Its worth it, a good memorable lifetime experience... HAhaaa XD

So..... yeah her daughter was pretty, mom was lovely, dad was humorous, boy friend -soon to be husband- whom i never meet b4. I wish them all the best and may he and she live happily ever after. Btw, they nare just neighbours.. how bad could it be?
o.0 We shall see tomorrow. :P

The updates are coming on next week.... or maybe next next week.... or maybe next next next week.... or.....
ahhyaa, we shall see for that too... ahahAAHAhahhaaa XD

My study week

wwoooohhhh...
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i've been studying damn hard
Hope the results come out also very Hard.. a Hard 'A' babyy~~~

Btw, i wanna say something before i end this weeks blogging.
while studying, im super duper confident that i known and memorized every single important part of the chapters. And am super duper confident that my quantitative tech 1, financial accounting framework 1, information system,management and english for business is going to get A. YEahhhhhhhhhh.......!!!

my aim is to get a first class degree when i graduate with a 3.8 ~ 4.0 CGPA
Dont laugh. you wait and seeeee B-)
okay, ciaoooooo~

Life is meaningless

Wow, i guess now im in one of those Emo days where i feel sad, meaningless, bored, hate god for every thing it has done, finding excuses to avoid some stuffs, hating everyone around me,i feel dieing...
i really dont know the true meaning of life
Will god tell me what It's supposed to be?
ive heard many said, that life is to be lived to the max.
and i have another question for this... In a happy way? or a painful way??
why people are suffering to live life to the max?
and why is suffering a living life to the max??
And does living life to the max in your eyes similar to what is in others?
how can they tell that we are actually happy, and livng our lives to our max?
The fuck they know what are we doing? How can they stereotype us of how we be?
Or life suppose to be living alone where the word 'others' will never come to existance?
So we can achieve our own goals and not recieving comments from others.

Have u ever ask yourself what are u doing right now?
Well, obviously reading this blog =___=
I mean, why are u doing so much?
like fore example, struggeling to earn money for living, study hard fr exams, training hard to achieve healthy body, chasing over partners which obviously ar'nt feeling you... Its like chasing over dreams...
So what do u want to achieve?
and what if u achieved ur results?
will things turn out better than what u expected?
will u be satisfied??
1 desire leads to another...
and in the end?? return everything to where it suppose to be.
Sometimes, your success isnt success to others. So basicly u are just doing shit all the time.


These days i've been thinking. why doing so much, wasting all these hard work and no one could see/realize/know that u've done something. Even if they do, All they can do is to give a simple compliment... Do all my hardwork (as in each time i do something, i put my life and the whole entire world on the line type of hard work) and pain (compare to cutting myself and watch it bleed to death type) worth just a simple compliment??
They dont know how much we people had been through to get this. This, to others may be a little, to us its more than the world itself! No one understands the pain we've been through. Only ourselves, know what it feels like. And in the end, whats the use of it when no one knows what u are doing, and at the same time when you are putting so much effort to see the results that supposingly others should be realising?

It is all bullshit... in the end, only u yourself known of what u have achieved. And all the time you are lying to yourself that u do it for others, to let others know that you can do. Or to prove something to others. Others will just critique all the way, and expect for more. Something happened or was supposed to be during the past, will not change the future in others eyes. Because they only look at what they want to look at, and what they believe that it was suppose to be. If they dont believe that it exist, they dont realize that it is there, and what is there is what u've achieved going through a hell of a hard time.

Before this, i thought i could change the point of view of others. To make others see me as a someone, as a man! But till now, its been 3 years, and i kept getting back the same words that was said to me back 3 years then... So, was the 3 years of mine wasted??? No one understands how much sufers i've been through. Even tho i've obtained results, but still getting back the same old words?! does this sound fair?
im feeling like shit right now... y not just put all these junks aside and do what im supposed to. Im sick and tired of doing what is right, and what is good for others and obviously not benefiting me...

Now i no longer believe in goals and dreams. its just for self satisfaction. No one else will ever realize and will truely understand what u've gone through to obtain it. They are basiclly fuckers.


That is life...
Still say live it to the fullest?
please... Die faster is the best to live life to the max.
Meaning of life is to create a perfect lie for yourself






im so happy that i wrote this, i bet after few months looking back at this i will laugh at myself... basicly 90% of it is bullshit, 9% are whinnings and 1% are my England... XD
Peace out~! \m/

Childhoods

Yo..!! its been like 2 months since i last touch this blog.
just bored and wanna update this shit... =\
there isnt much story on my mind tho,
well, i'll think bout smthing ltr...


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Okay, theres this one. do u rmb when we were small and we used to do lots of stupid and insensible things that is totallly out of this world???
Well, that day we were at college and discussing bout parashooting an egg as one of the games during our ice breaking session for next semester's orientation.

so RB told me his stupid childhood thing and after that we were laughing like hell during the whole damn day... LOL!! he said that last time when he was a kid, he used to play this parashoot thing by tying a plastic bag onto a piece of rubber and trow out of his condo(which was about 3 stories high)
and so one day, dunno where they got this crazy idea... Of putting a REal hamster on a parashoot, then they literaly flung the poor thing out of the window... (the way he expressed it was like trowing a rock or stone out) Wth...!! and they said it landed perfectly, but the poor thing was shivering and its body was shaking like mad. After 1 hr it died. =____=
and i cant imagine he was laughing like mad while telling this story to us.

So later that, MH told his part of stupid stories. When he was a kid, he used to live in this condo. At that time he has a gang of friends who stays in the same condo and they always plays together. So there was once, one of his friend (the so called 'brave one') caught a cat and they suddenly came up with this 'Brilliant' idea, of putting the cat into the freezer! i dont know what type of science experiment that was.. LOL! then they close the fridge and waited for bout 1 hr to see any changes. And when they open it, the cat was frozen (like how we preserve our fish in the freezer)
He discribe it with: you can see icey flakes on its hair and its mouth was wide open like its screaming, and it was lying there with the legs open wide.

Then that time they were laughing like mad people staring at that cat. Soon realize that his parents are comming home, they quickly dig the frozen cat out cuz it was stuck on the freezers surface And then flung it out from the back window (about 4 stories high.. with a 'bang' sound when landed!) because there was a dustbin at the ground floor and it saves alot of time when u trow it down then carrying it down 4 stories. They thought it was dead, and after 1 hour they went to check on it and saw it slowly crawl out of the garbage bin like nothing has happened.... i really cant believe that, and now i really believe that cats have 9 lives!
Maybe we should do that shit 8 more times to test the hypothesis. :P

and so that was our stupid childhoods experiences.
ahh, we were jsut kids. Forgive us for what we had done wrong. hahaha...
So do u ever did one b4 during your childhood times? dont lie, everyone is naughty at that time. Crazy too~ XD

Sorry

sorry for those long posts lar.... when i start typing, i cannot stop.
its like a drug ya know.....
even i look at it myself i'll die man.
i'll try to write in short next time. :)

A boring day

i went back to my high school this morning to take my SPM results.
Well, 1 year has passed and i can see many changes.
from the front gate to the field. (hah, non really the front gate la, but just to make it sound bigger)
the canteen - the place where we used to visit the most...
almost every morning we will gather at our very same spot (behind the burger aunty's stall) theres a table n a bench there with 2 boxes of prepared burgers waiting to be sold during our recess, there on the bench...
cos we always sit next to the stall,so we always get to eat fresh burgerss thats cooked on d spot by her :P
the burger aunty is quite close with us, so we sumetimes will get to eat free fishballs or hotdogs :P
i rmb when i was in form 1, first recess... our whole class will sit at that table, and there is how everything started. we get to know each other and talk all sorts of rubbish
then as we grow older, in form 2~~ our gang got lesser and lesser because of different classes and diff friends :(
but im stil a loyal one. i always goes back to the same old spot..
I can see some old faces, and some new ones as well...
Till form5, i can never forget this friend.. we used to do almost everything together
hes like my bro.. although we fought during the yeasrs, but he always gets my back and have lunch wif me (i used to be quite a lonely guy in sec.. hahaha)

hes not very good in studies though, but he is very friendly and cheerful.
Cos of his bad results, we were seperated in form4 (i was in sub science and hes in arts..) well, diff clas but we are still friends xD
a friend in need is a friend indeed.

Till now, graduated ady.... everything has changed.... well, no more all those happy and joyful life
Its like all for themselves.... so i guess those were the times lah`~
i kinda miss all the youth (sounds like im very old lidat =__= )
who deosnt =\

other than friends, i also miss the the "perhimpunan", the singing, the boring speaches, disciplinary actions... blah blah blah....
i also miss the stairs where we take every morning to our class...
while walking up the stairs, beside the walls we can seee many artistic paintings and poems written by shakespear or Kong Zi standards xD
then, theres the smell of the class room. it reminds me of...
mmmmhh~~~~ sleepinggg~~~~~~ (hahaha, i used to sleep in class during boring subjects..)
theres a technique when sleeping in class where it can usually bypass the teachers eyes. let me share some of my skills ;
1) find a seat at the back rows before the teacher come in class. (usually i will sit behind some big sized student so that he can cover me while im sleeping)
2) open a text book and open it up facing the teacher so that it can cover your head as u face the book while having ur sweet moments (try to find a bottle or smthing to support the book, of it might fall)
3) lye on the table and on 1 side of your arms which is facing the teacher (your face should be facing the opposite side then) just put a book infront of ur face and pretend u are reading the text. (but this style, i always end up wetting my book, and u can see many pages in my TEXT book that has a watery stain of drools =P)


well, if ur so unlucky and u are caught, jsut tell her ur sick and request to go wash ur face. and eventually she will let u go to the toilet and foget bout u sleeping in class (put on an innocent face and not a guilty face..works everytime.)
then find somewhere safe to continue sleeping (i'd recomend the red cresent room, cos they can get a slip for not attending class a.k.a. the golden ticket or the emperors medalion ) wahahahahaha..... Did i mention that it has a fully cushed bed with soft pillow thats super seductive for ppl like me =)

then there were the teachers. I bet u guys had many wierd experience with ur teachers during high school right ?
during our time, we have many wierd names for our teachers
the one that i couldnt forget was Bounty hunter - a DOTA character
that teacher was our bm techer, and also a discipline teacher.
at that time we hate him so much that we sometimes come up with these crazy ideas like scratching his car, burst his tyres, put water into his exhaus pipe or put tags on his chair.
there was once,we try to video tape him while teaching in class. the way he teach is like the way i sit while masturbating. his body is almost 180degrees on the chair. imagine how crouched he was. and another thing is his legs,they cannot stop vibrating!!! )

last but not least, the foods.... i used to think the economic rice was expensive
but now that im in coll, compare with now, its Damn cheap lahh.. wasted the years not being able to taste the delecious foods :(
and i rmb the drinks stall. they used to sell ice kacang and those blended stuffs.
Now theres even pop corn and pizza..... LOL

it really brings back all the memories, looking at those kids running around..... sad that i can never return to that time where we used to play, eat and have fun skipping class lepak in d school compound :P